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accebonibur
 Well, I have been MIA for a while...

I just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas Eve!

May it be filled with all your hearts desires, family and friends surrounding you, and your heart filled with the love and joy of the season.
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
accebonibur
01 December 2007 @ 11:38 am
I made it into one of the plays at school.  And it is one of the parts I wanted!!!  I am so excited.  I think there are about 12 people in the cast and over 100 people auditioned.  YAY!!!!

Also, tonight is our opening for "A Christmas with Scrooge."  I am a little nervous about it, but I have faith.  It will be okay.

I have to run and get ready now.  

Oh and btw, I am going to see Pats in Gypsy again...how unreal is that!?!?!
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
accebonibur
21 November 2007 @ 04:30 pm

I went back to visit my high school today.  I was very nervous about it because of many things...I just feel like the ties I had there disappeared.  Well...sadly I was right.  I mean there were people that were happy to see me, but it all just felt like small catch-up.  I mean there was no one there that I really felt I could talk to everything about.  There used to be many people like that, but now...

I miss my stage mommy and little sister.  They are in Hawaii for Thanksgiving.  They asked me to go, but I my own family would freak out so I couldn't.  I miss them like crazy...especially after that school visit...

Okay...meme time!

You are the _____ to my _______.

It works like this: Basically, comment telling me that I am the (SOMETHING) to your (SOMETHING). I.e. if they think of you as a good friend, they may say you are the Ron Weasley to their Harry Potter. Or if you’re lovers, they could say that you are the Sweeney to their Lovett Get it? Pretty simple. And then, as memes are like contagious diseases, spread it in your own journal!

 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: a "Golden Girls" episode...Blanche found a virgin!
 
 
accebonibur
 This post is for Mary ([info]onsunset).
I know there is nothing that anyone can say or do right now, but I want you to know that you are in my prayers and in my thoughts.  I am sending you huge hugs!
Love you!
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Current Mood: apathetic
 
 
accebonibur
12 November 2007 @ 11:17 am
Okay so my stage mommy is in New York right now and I miss her terribly.  It is ridiculous how much I miss this woman.  Granted she really deserved this trip and really needs a break from her life, but I wish I could be there with her, regardless of the fact that most shows are closed due to the strike.  She also might not get to see Curtains which will make her so sad because she was DYING to see it.  She comes back Thursday, but I wish it were sooner.  

Also Patti is in concert tonight at UCLA performing "Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda."  Sadly I will not be there because I have rehearsal, but more importantly because the tickets were $150 each and I just couldn't afford that considering I am going to London in January and New York over spring break.  And I want to see that show so badly!

So, to cheer myself up, I went looking for Patti pictures. I only found one, but she still looks gorgeous.  Slightly angry and depress, but still...it's Patti.

I have to go get ready for class now.

Ta ta for now.
 
 
Current Mood: mellow
 
 
accebonibur
09 November 2007 @ 11:10 am

So along with my fresh start...

I love it!!!
 
 
Current Mood: awake
 
 
accebonibur
06 November 2007 @ 03:14 pm
Okay...so it has been forever since I have posted anything.  I have been kind of revamping my life.  I am much happier with it now that I have made changes.  But we will see what lies ahead.

Anyway, I have gifts for all you dolls...

Enjoy dolls!  Must run to class now.
 
 
Current Location: Survivor - Reba
Current Mood: busy
 
 
accebonibur
Hey  dears!

Sorry, I have been gone sort of for a while, but things have been crazy...and not in a good way.

My grandma passed away this week.  She had declined really quickly and we knew it was coming soon, but it was still really hard.

I have also been busy with Cinderella shows, but I am officially done with that theatre next weekend.  Things have transpired there that have been happening for a while, but something happened last night that was the last straw.  I am putting my foot down because what they are doing and saying is wrong and offends and hurts me deeply.  But I am not going to burn bridges...just be constantly busy.

I was also supposed to go work for some of my hours in theatre tech today, but I slept in because I needed too.  This week has been hell and only sleep will cure it.  

Now I have to go work on a paper and take a shower...ugh.
 
 
Current Mood: discontent
 
 
accebonibur
05 October 2007 @ 03:16 pm

Opening night tonight for Cinderella.  I am nervous.  It does not feel like an opening night yet.

Also, I found out yesterday that my grandma is not doing well.  That is what has been bothering me for a while.  Her cancer is getting her and she only has a couple more weeks left.  

But the show must go on, right?

 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
accebonibur
04 October 2007 @ 01:28 pm
Okay...so now I am excited about the Sweeney movie because this looks awesome!  It is gonna be so good!

I just got out of make-up.  Today we were given descriptions of characters and had to first be 47, then age to 65, then to 84.  It was so awesome!!!!  My characters was a lower class widow with ten kids.  She was a seamstress, had a bulbous nose, a mole on her chin, was chubby, and more.  I only got a picture when I was 84, but it was awesome!!!

Now, I have to go run and get things for my character for rehearsal tonight.  We open tomorrow...ah!
 
 
Current Mood: busy
 
 
accebonibur

Pats coming back to Broadway in Gypsy...possibly!  Please, please, please tell me this is true!  That means I might be able to see it again and they might make a recording of it!!!  Yes please!

YAY!!!!!!

 
 
Current Mood: pleased
 
 
accebonibur
 Have you ever felt like the world was caving in on you and there was nothing you could do to stop it.  Things just keep declining and you cannot do anything right.  That is when I need musicals most.  Musicals take me away from the world and let me forget everything for a simple piece of time.  Then having people around who just let me get it all out...who simply give me hugs and listen help to.

Arg to life.  It is so unfair sometimes.  It better all be worth it.
 
 
Current Mood: melancholy
 
 
accebonibur
27 September 2007 @ 01:20 pm

Someone FINALLY posted it!!!!  

"I Wanna Be A Rockette" performed by none other than the brillant KZ!!!!!

WATCH IT NOW!!!!!

EDIT:  Now the video is the full version...watch it...it is even better.

 
 
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: this video!
 
 
accebonibur
Have you ever noticed that nobody ever stops and asks how are you.  I mean, we ask it when we first see each other, but it is more simply out of habit and to be polite.  All we are really looking for there is a nice response of "Oh, I'm fine.  How about you?"  No one ever really asks "How are you?" really wanting to know.  Being ready and willing to really take in all that person has on their mind and in their heart.I remember being shocked once when I asked someone who was checking me out in line and he actually told me.  In fact, I was put off by it.  But why should I be.  He was simply answering the question I asked him.  And I was simply saying it out of politeness and habit.  They teach us that in acting too.  They tell us "take down the bullshit and show us or tell us what you are really feeling inside."  It is something I am working on tremendously because I want the courage and confidence to really say how I am instead of "Fine, how are you."  It is a right we all have.  So next time someone asks you how you are, be honest.  You might shock them, but it might make them think.  Please, be open and willing to take other people in.  That is what makes like interesting.

Okay...I will put my soapbox away for a while now.
 
 
Current Mood: stressed
 
 
accebonibur
21 September 2007 @ 12:24 pm

A Little Night Music was amazing!!!  I loved it!  I had read the play a while ago, but it was so much better live.  I definitely think I would want to play Charlotte.  Or maybe Petra.  But if they offered me Desiree or Anne, I definitely would not refuse.  It was so good!  

Now I must go get the cast recording.  

I also feel like going shopping.

I have a cabaret performance tonight.  Woo-hoo *cringes*!  We'll see how that goes.

 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
accebonibur
20 September 2007 @ 02:14 pm
Guess who is going to see A Little Night Music tonight!!?!?!  Yes that would be me.  And yes that would be the production you have been seeing all the pictures from.  Yes the one with Mark Jacoby.  I am excited!!!!!

Seated 5th row...all the way on the side, but who cares!!!  I am seeing it!  Yay!
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
accebonibur
20 September 2007 @ 10:08 am
Bette is going to be in The Women!!!!  I must admit I have never seen that play (*hangs head*) and have no idea what it is about, but I am still excited for it.  I mean, look at that cast!  How can you not be excited!?!?!

In other news, I am obsessed with Roseanne clips from youtube.  Have you seen the one where Jackie has to tell her aunt her dad died.  HYSTERICAL!!!

Also, I think Pats should post a picture from Gypsy at City Center...just a thought.
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
accebonibur
So on Monday I auditioned for a show at school.  It is the play The Shape of Things.  Anyway, there are only four roles and only two are girls and about 80 people auditioned.  So I was really nervous.  But the audition went really well.  

He laughed through my whole thing (good laughter) and asked what year I was.  I explained to him that techinically theatre wise I am a freshman, but I am really a junior.  And he said "Well you will rise very quickly."  So I was thrilled.  But I kepted everything in mind about the show to not get hopes too high.  

Sadly, I did not get a call back.  But I am proud of myself for doing it and proud that it went so well.  Just the beginning of many, many, many others like this.  

Then I came back to my room and Pats posted a new ramblings!  Way to always make things better Patti.
 
 
Current Mood: bummed
 
 
accebonibur
14 September 2007 @ 11:17 am
 First of all thanks to everyone for the wonderful birthday wishes.  It was one the best birthdays I have had in a while.  Several people (especialy one) went really all out for me and it was touching.  

This entire weekend I have recruitment (sadly) so I will be consumed by that.  But I will leave you with this stolen from [info]givesmevoice

1) Go to http://www.careercruising.com/
2) Put in Username: nycareers, Password: landmark.
3) Take their "Career Matchmaker" questions.
4) Post the top ten results.

Possible careers

1.  Special Effects Technician
2.  Actor
3.  Set Designer
4.  Costume Designer
5.  Comedian
6.  Composer
7.  Musician
8.  Magician
9.  Dancer
10.  Director of Photography

Thoughts?  Discuss.
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
accebonibur
13 September 2007 @ 10:39 am
It's my 20th Birthday!!!  I am no longer a teenager!!!!!  As someone told me this morning, I am a tweezer (a mix between I guess a teen and a geezer).  

Today has been good so far.  Hopefully it stays that way.  Hope all your days are going well.  

It is a special day ;)
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Current Mood: loved
 
 
 
 

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